shine

i feel like wednesdays are always the most difficult day of the week especially since i have so much on my plate when i wake up in the morning to accomplish that day, and obviously late into the night.  on the very bright and shiny side, i just finished my lit paper with hp6 on in the background...  and i must confess, i am obsessed with harry potter.  and will marry ron weasley because he is my soulmate <3 haha, sighhhh.  well i am going to drift off to sleep as i listen to the cast of the sixth movie.  tomorrow is going to be a funnnn day, i have lots of cool things planned with my new dearest psychology friend and possibly twin including kittens baking and story writing and most likely harry potter!  yaay! 
ps lately when i have been telling people that i love them i have been saying that they make my heart shine, i think it is a interesting and fun expression, hence the title of the post being 'shine'  and it being a killer plain white tees song haha

woahh

it is super late and i totally should be asleep but time always seems to slip away from me...especially on tuesdays.  i guess that's cause wednesdays are always my most hectic and long day of the entire freaking week!  gahhh i have class all morning and then work all afternoon at the bakery till seven and then we have a staff meeting that takes quite a bit of time...alas, i should be heading of to dream land noww. especially since one of the plethora of assignments requires me to record my dreams to help me write a personal myth...hmmm sooo sleeping can kinda be my homework for that class, sounds like a win to me.  well first lets check that homework of my monstrous todo list and head to bed! 

once more

i always seem to be slacking on keeping up with the list of things i try to accomplish daily, blogging being the top one that gets neglected.  but i have realized in the twenty days between my last post and today has been quite a bit.  one, that self confidence is oh so very important, not in a cocky self centered way, but self confidence in the way that you realize you can accomplish and achieve what you set your mind too, for if you don't believe in yourself you won't further yourself nor will you be able to help anyone else in the life that you are leading.  two, smile and laugh even if you are sad of frustrated, it will always make you feel better.  three, breath, don't take everything that is said to you personally, some people have a hard time realizing that it is so easy to hurt people and especially in society today with all of the instant communication and contact it seems to be happen all the time.  and like my mom and lots of themes of retreats say, let go and let God, i have not heard any truer words spoken, for with God any and all things are possible. 
i will be better about blogging more often than every twenty days haha, like i have said many times before it really does help me when i write


currently watching: across the universe (love this movie)

ps - im thinking of joining my local ymca, and im not sure if it will be worth it money and time wise that is, hmmm i really think im going to do it because it will help with my keeping active and ill have the bonus of real lead yoga classes and not dvds in my room

begin anew

so i began to write this post a while back and life got so hectic that for a moment i forgot how to breathe.  so here goes, a new school year means a new beginning and the ability to reevaluate your lifeeeee.  which is pretty cool and something that i am looking forward too.  i am just about to start my second week at my new college, soon to be a university yaay!  and i truly am loving every minute of it.  i love living at home and being around my family, especially since gee (that's what i call my grandfather, i never remember calling him anything else and i really like the name gee because i have never heard anyone else call their grandfather gee before, it's unique) is probably leaving us soon, he has been sick and not fairing well but has lived an amazing life.  and i love being with my sister all the time, it really is great.  and what is even cooler, is my gpa starts over entirely which means i could graduate with a 4.0 which would be epic!  haha but besides that i love the classes i love the people in my classes and my professors and i just love how beautiful the campus is. sighhh, it's awesome to be able to see that while there have been moments in your life where mistakes have been made, that everything works toward the greater goal of life, and i know that i am exactly where i am supposed to be and that is amazing.  and to make a long story short, i have amazing friends, great guys in my life, a supportive family and school, and the determination to excel in all that i do.  i am lucky enough to have an excellent place to work and to even have an internship like position with something that i am extremely passionate about and i just feel so blessed to be alive and able to help others.
alright, i am finally going to get some rest after such a long day but, i will most certainly be blogging more often for even now i feel so much lighter and at peace.