breathe

...sometimes that is the hardest thing to do, breathe.  i seem to be very nervous and on edge for some reason, i have been since last night...it's really weird.  i mean i was up pretty late, which isn't normal, cause i wanted to finish the book i was reading, At First Sight by Nicholas Sparks.  i love him and his writing, he always makes me cry, so maybe thats why im freakin out.  idk haha it may be because i got the job at Atwater's and today, friday and saturday i have more training days, and i know that i shouldn't be nervous but i am. gahhhh.  so i am trying to just breathe but sometimes i have to remember to take a deep breath and let go of the nerves.  sigh, everything with life just seems so scary and out of my hands.  and well i know that i can't control everything but yea, im still worrying.  maybe this is just a sign that i need to keep up with my yoga again, i would always feel better and at peace after.  hmmmm i will make sure to make time for it again.  alright well i have to be at the bakery at one so i'm going to go make some lunch and head out!  wish me luck haha

workworkwork

so i missed posting yesterday but it was for a good reason, seeing as i had been up since 5am and working in the bread shop where i applied for my second job.  it's called Atwater's...i had a working interview and it was soooo intense.  but, i think it went really well and i will find out if i get the job by friday, at least that's what the manager told me haha.  and it is weird to say that it's not my favorite job, cause it is really fun, but i like the Candy Box better.  i guess it's kinda like my baby, i have known that store forever and now i'm making it even better.  i actually need to go get some flowers to plant in the boxes outside to give it some better curb appeal ya know. 

piece of random information: this year the bra turns 100 years old hahaa

relax...take it easyyy

summer is a time to relax and enjoy being alive. but, sometimes i feel a tad mmm worthless, i guess is a good word, if i'm not working towards something or if i don't have anything to do. so, tomorrow i have my working interview at a bakery close by my house...which is going to be amazing. the only damper may be the having to be there at 6am. but it is a lovely environment and that is what makes it worth getting up early.

once again i am going to try and uphold the promise i made myself to blog everyday soooo i'm going to try my best. maybe ill post my summer 2010 to do list soon :) and add to is as it grows haha.

ps - the picture is one of my favorites that i took over my family vacation last summer at Wildwood in New Jersey, it was a great trip! copyright KaCo

finally summer!

i am finally home :) it feels soooo nice to be able to relax and breathe. finals are finished and now i am just finishing another draft of my psychology project that i need to turn in by tonight and then im completely finished with school. actually i'll be totally finished with everything at the Mount which will be great. i'm not going back in the fall, i decided to transfer to a school closer to my home and will get to live in my basement. well, once we actually get the basement fixed up of course which is what my fam and i have been doing all weekend and i mean allllll weekend. but it's totally worth is seeing as i will finally get my own room for the first time since i can remember. well, i guess i should get some more research for my paper and then head off to Panera with a classmate to set up our papers in APA style woohoo. have a fabulous day!!

stresssss

alrightttt well i am sitting behind the circulaiton desk at the library stuck here at work until ten tonight and i have already been here for an hour...blahhhhh. i have soooo much work that i need to finish for tomorrow and it legit is killing me. sleep is for the weak and i haven't really gotten sleep in like two dayssss. life is stressful and i just want it to be summer. but, life will be much better once tomorrow is over, i will have finished my philosophy term paper and last chapter outline andddd have turned in my psych studys introduction and methods section, which is carzy and amazing all at once. ok im gonna peace out and most likely try to get crackin on some of my work.