breathe

...sometimes that is the hardest thing to do, breathe.  i seem to be very nervous and on edge for some reason, i have been since last night...it's really weird.  i mean i was up pretty late, which isn't normal, cause i wanted to finish the book i was reading, At First Sight by Nicholas Sparks.  i love him and his writing, he always makes me cry, so maybe thats why im freakin out.  idk haha it may be because i got the job at Atwater's and today, friday and saturday i have more training days, and i know that i shouldn't be nervous but i am. gahhhh.  so i am trying to just breathe but sometimes i have to remember to take a deep breath and let go of the nerves.  sigh, everything with life just seems so scary and out of my hands.  and well i know that i can't control everything but yea, im still worrying.  maybe this is just a sign that i need to keep up with my yoga again, i would always feel better and at peace after.  hmmmm i will make sure to make time for it again.  alright well i have to be at the bakery at one so i'm going to go make some lunch and head out!  wish me luck haha