played

don't you just hate it when you get led on and played by life and people in it?  yea i do.  so it seems that i got played by my first job because i told them i got a second job so that i could afford to pay for my college classes ya know i kinda need money and one part time job just doesn't cut it.  well my boss flipped out and hung up on me and then had the audacity to put an add on craig's list to find more help.  one that offends me cause i didn't quit and two does she really think she will get people who care about the store and its well being from craig's list??? noooo.  so she finally called me back yesterday and it was just frustrating because i get the feeling that she still has no idea how to run a store. *sighhh* well hopefully i will be able to talk to her again tonight and she will just have to deal with the shifts i can work because i am not going to hurt my reputation at the bakery because i really like it there and i get paid better and well i actually get paid...so that's important.

anddddd i truly dislike men.  two of my guy friends like to be all flirty with me and normally disregard it but they were seeming quite serious this time and well one i totally just kinda laughed off cause he has done this before and flirted with me and then not talked to me at all for like weeks.  so that's just like whatever.  but then the other guy, who is like one of my best friends ya know talked to me about everything and he was truly serious, or well i thought he was.  but he keeps going to be with his ex girlfriend and going out with her and going to visit her and she just shows up at his house.  it annoys me cause i always seem to get played and gahhhh i'm just annoyed.  this guy will keep trying to get me to hangout and go out and stuff but then when i say i can or even when i just want to stop over his house he says no or never answers and come to find out its cause he is with his ex.  blahhhhh.  i'm so done with all of this frustration.